31.3.05
From "Washed Ashore"
“Are you the one I loved from so long ago? I don’t remember your face, but I can never forget that laugh. It was like a wave crashing upon the sand. I couldn’t help but smile. And I can’t now, either. The memories are flowing back into me, as if they had never left. You caused me so much happiness...and then pain. But I’ll take the bad, just so long as I remember the good. And I do. And there was so much good.”
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“Are you the one I loved from so long ago? I don’t remember your face, but I can never forget that laugh. It was like a wave crashing upon the sand. I couldn’t help but smile. And I can’t now, either. The memories are flowing back into me, as if they had never left. You caused me so much happiness...and then pain. But I’ll take the bad, just so long as I remember the good. And I do. And there was so much good.”
Qool Quotes!
The whole world is a cage when you're trapped in it alone.
-Simon White-Thatch Potentloins
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The whole world is a cage when you're trapped in it alone.
-Simon White-Thatch Potentloins
30.3.05
You know you are sad and pathetic when....
You watch the commentary for The Lone Gunmen directly after you just finished watching it without commentary.
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You watch the commentary for The Lone Gunmen directly after you just finished watching it without commentary.
28.3.05
Would you rather...
Be 4'1 or 7'9"? 4'1
Live without music or live without T.V.? T.V
Eat a bar of soap or drink a bottle of dishwashing liquid? drink
Be called a racist or a traitor to your country? traitor
Lose your legs or lose your arms? legs
Have a beautiful house and ugly car or an ugly house and beautiful car? beautiful house
Be blind or deaf? deaf
Live in Antarctica or Death Valley? antarctica
In a fire, save a sibling or a stranger? sibling
Be spanked or be put on a restriction (on your favorite thing to do)? spanked
Eat sushi or liver? sushi
Have 3 eyes or webbed feet? 3 eyes
Meet the president of the U.S. or Billy Graham? president
Find true love or 1 million dollars? 1 million dollars
Always have to say everything on your mind or never speak again? never speak again
Be gossipped about or never talked about at all?never talked about
Have stars in your eyes or eyes in the back of your head? eyes in the back of my head
Have x-ray vision or bionic hearing? x-ray vision
Be able to hear any conversation or take back anything you say? hear any convo
End hunger or hatred? hatred
Publish your diary or make a movie on your most embarrassing moment? movie
Get caught singing in the mirror or spying on your crush? spying
Be a dog named Killer or a cat named Fluffy? dog
Be stranded on an island alone or with someone you hate? someone i hate
Get even or get over it? even
Always lose or never play? never play
Be forced to tell your best friend a lie or tell your parents the truth? tell my rents the truth
Know it all or have it all? know it all
Always get first dibs or the last laugh? last laugh
Give bad advice or take bad advice? take bad advice
Have sand in your shorts or water in your ear? sand in shorts
Forget your sunscreen or your sunglasses? sunglasses
Kiss a jellyfish or step on a crab? kiss
Own a ski lodge or a surf camp? ski lodge
Forget who you were or who everyone else was? everyone else
Have one wish granted today or three wishes granted in 10 years? 3 wishes
Give up your computer or your pet? pet
Be the sand castle or the wave? wave
Overthrow a dictatorship or lead one? overthrow
Write the worst book in history or record the worst song in history? worst song
Get free chocolate for one year or free potatoes forever? chocolate...i'd stock up
Have half days everyday or no homework forever? no hw
Wear all pink or all purple to school? purple
Take a math test or do a lab in science? lab
Have a mansion in the middle of nowhere or an apartment with 10 friends? mansion. i don't have 10 friends.
Be a deep sea diver or an astronaut? astronaut. unless they find a way to go all the way to the bottom of the ocean.
Bake cookies in cooking class or do art projects in art class? art
Run the mile or give a speech for English? speech
Have a pie-eating contest or a wheelbarrow race? wheelbarrow
Have a big group of friends or one very close friend? one
Not be able to talk or hear for one day? talk
Be nervous but excited or relaxed but bored? relaxed
Wear a school uniform or last year's Halloween costume? costume...i didn't dress up last year.
Spend the day surfing the internet or the ocean? ocean
Be an actress/actor in a big movie or the director? director
Have an ugly, loyal dog or a prize-winning, snobby cat? dog. there are no ugly dogs. only ugly owners.
Be a professional baseball player or a champion horse breeder? baseball
Be saved by Superman or meet Winnie the Pooh? Winnie. i don't need to be saved.
Go to an amusement park or to a family reunion? amusement park. we have family reunions every holiday.
Have a kangaroo or koala as your pet? koala
Be rich with an unhappy job or make less money with a job you like? rich
Not be able to use your phone or your e-mail? e-mail
Snowboard in the winter or swim in the summer? swim
Pick your own nose or someone else's? mine
Be a tree or live in a tree? be
Write a mystery or a poem? poem
Meet an alien visitor or travel to outer space? travel
Be forgotten or hatefully remembered? forgotten
Last but not least...
Would you rather be doing this quiz or doing something else? this quiz. that way i don't have to do my hw.
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Be 4'1 or 7'9"? 4'1
Live without music or live without T.V.? T.V
Eat a bar of soap or drink a bottle of dishwashing liquid? drink
Be called a racist or a traitor to your country? traitor
Lose your legs or lose your arms? legs
Have a beautiful house and ugly car or an ugly house and beautiful car? beautiful house
Be blind or deaf? deaf
Live in Antarctica or Death Valley? antarctica
In a fire, save a sibling or a stranger? sibling
Be spanked or be put on a restriction (on your favorite thing to do)? spanked
Eat sushi or liver? sushi
Have 3 eyes or webbed feet? 3 eyes
Meet the president of the U.S. or Billy Graham? president
Find true love or 1 million dollars? 1 million dollars
Always have to say everything on your mind or never speak again? never speak again
Be gossipped about or never talked about at all?never talked about
Have stars in your eyes or eyes in the back of your head? eyes in the back of my head
Have x-ray vision or bionic hearing? x-ray vision
Be able to hear any conversation or take back anything you say? hear any convo
End hunger or hatred? hatred
Publish your diary or make a movie on your most embarrassing moment? movie
Get caught singing in the mirror or spying on your crush? spying
Be a dog named Killer or a cat named Fluffy? dog
Be stranded on an island alone or with someone you hate? someone i hate
Get even or get over it? even
Always lose or never play? never play
Be forced to tell your best friend a lie or tell your parents the truth? tell my rents the truth
Know it all or have it all? know it all
Always get first dibs or the last laugh? last laugh
Give bad advice or take bad advice? take bad advice
Have sand in your shorts or water in your ear? sand in shorts
Forget your sunscreen or your sunglasses? sunglasses
Kiss a jellyfish or step on a crab? kiss
Own a ski lodge or a surf camp? ski lodge
Forget who you were or who everyone else was? everyone else
Have one wish granted today or three wishes granted in 10 years? 3 wishes
Give up your computer or your pet? pet
Be the sand castle or the wave? wave
Overthrow a dictatorship or lead one? overthrow
Write the worst book in history or record the worst song in history? worst song
Get free chocolate for one year or free potatoes forever? chocolate...i'd stock up
Have half days everyday or no homework forever? no hw
Wear all pink or all purple to school? purple
Take a math test or do a lab in science? lab
Have a mansion in the middle of nowhere or an apartment with 10 friends? mansion. i don't have 10 friends.
Be a deep sea diver or an astronaut? astronaut. unless they find a way to go all the way to the bottom of the ocean.
Bake cookies in cooking class or do art projects in art class? art
Run the mile or give a speech for English? speech
Have a pie-eating contest or a wheelbarrow race? wheelbarrow
Have a big group of friends or one very close friend? one
Not be able to talk or hear for one day? talk
Be nervous but excited or relaxed but bored? relaxed
Wear a school uniform or last year's Halloween costume? costume...i didn't dress up last year.
Spend the day surfing the internet or the ocean? ocean
Be an actress/actor in a big movie or the director? director
Have an ugly, loyal dog or a prize-winning, snobby cat? dog. there are no ugly dogs. only ugly owners.
Be a professional baseball player or a champion horse breeder? baseball
Be saved by Superman or meet Winnie the Pooh? Winnie. i don't need to be saved.
Go to an amusement park or to a family reunion? amusement park. we have family reunions every holiday.
Have a kangaroo or koala as your pet? koala
Be rich with an unhappy job or make less money with a job you like? rich
Not be able to use your phone or your e-mail? e-mail
Snowboard in the winter or swim in the summer? swim
Pick your own nose or someone else's? mine
Be a tree or live in a tree? be
Write a mystery or a poem? poem
Meet an alien visitor or travel to outer space? travel
Be forgotten or hatefully remembered? forgotten
Last but not least...
Would you rather be doing this quiz or doing something else? this quiz. that way i don't have to do my hw.
Fun Quotes!
Look in the Constitution for an example of each of the following:
a. A check or balance.
b. A reference to black people as being worth exactly three-fifths of white people.
c. The word "erection".
d. The part that keeps Arnold Schwarzenegger from becoming President.
Look in the Bill of Rights for the Amendment that makes specific reference to each of the following:
a. Affirmative action.
b. Partial-birth abortions.
c. Yelling "Fire!" in a crowded theater.
d. The homosexual agenda.
e. Arnold Schwarzenegger can now run for President.
"Jesus was a steadfast pacifist whose teachings advocated turning the other cheek for the purpose of universal brotherhood. Funnily enough, more people have died "in his name" than any other human in recorded history. (Even Hitler!)
- America (the book).
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Look in the Constitution for an example of each of the following:
a. A check or balance.
b. A reference to black people as being worth exactly three-fifths of white people.
c. The word "erection".
d. The part that keeps Arnold Schwarzenegger from becoming President.
Look in the Bill of Rights for the Amendment that makes specific reference to each of the following:
a. Affirmative action.
b. Partial-birth abortions.
c. Yelling "Fire!" in a crowded theater.
d. The homosexual agenda.
e. Arnold Schwarzenegger can now run for President.
"Jesus was a steadfast pacifist whose teachings advocated turning the other cheek for the purpose of universal brotherhood. Funnily enough, more people have died "in his name" than any other human in recorded history. (Even Hitler!)
- America (the book).
22.3.05
Poetry Corner!
Away...
as she watched from away
desire came to her eyes
in disguise of a burnt out
fire smoldering in the day.
wanting to be near
sneaks she wholly
very slowly as Wolf
seeks Deer.
now she’s close to touch
what she only dreams
yet seems to shy away
but not too much.
silence now as she listens
fearful of being caught
only not wanting to leave.
tearful, her eyes glisten.
she looks at her and ponders
why such sadness comes to her.
for sure, she sees her
sigh with wonder.
embarrassed being caught of staring
away she parted
broken hearted, another
day gone, but ne’er her desire wearing.
Stabbing Words
I killed them all, but not with death
but instead by the utterances of my breath
the breath whence stabbing words came out
proving nothing less then a shadow of a doubt
the doubt that came with a hateful mind
that only came with words unkind
the unkind words that came from those that
killed me first with their words stabbed
which stabbed me deep into my soul
creating an non-repairable hole
a hole that I chose to fill with hate
which in turn a void I did create
and create a desire for their death
with only the utterances of my breath.
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Away...
as she watched from away
desire came to her eyes
in disguise of a burnt out
fire smoldering in the day.
wanting to be near
sneaks she wholly
very slowly as Wolf
seeks Deer.
now she’s close to touch
what she only dreams
yet seems to shy away
but not too much.
silence now as she listens
fearful of being caught
only not wanting to leave.
tearful, her eyes glisten.
she looks at her and ponders
why such sadness comes to her.
for sure, she sees her
sigh with wonder.
embarrassed being caught of staring
away she parted
broken hearted, another
day gone, but ne’er her desire wearing.
Stabbing Words
I killed them all, but not with death
but instead by the utterances of my breath
the breath whence stabbing words came out
proving nothing less then a shadow of a doubt
the doubt that came with a hateful mind
that only came with words unkind
the unkind words that came from those that
killed me first with their words stabbed
which stabbed me deep into my soul
creating an non-repairable hole
a hole that I chose to fill with hate
which in turn a void I did create
and create a desire for their death
with only the utterances of my breath.
21.3.05
Poetry Corner!
Fire and Ice
Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.
-Robert Frost
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Fire and Ice
Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.
-Robert Frost
Qool Quotes!
"If Jesus had been killed twenty years ago, Catholic school children would be wearing little electric chairs around their necks instead of crosses."- Lenny Bruce
"The more I study religions the more I am convinced that man never worshipped anything but himself." - Sir Richard Francis Burton
"You can safely assume that you've created God in your own image when it turns out that God hates all the same people you do." - Anne Lamott
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"If Jesus had been killed twenty years ago, Catholic school children would be wearing little electric chairs around their necks instead of crosses."- Lenny Bruce
"The more I study religions the more I am convinced that man never worshipped anything but himself." - Sir Richard Francis Burton
"You can safely assume that you've created God in your own image when it turns out that God hates all the same people you do." - Anne Lamott
Poetry Corner
Come
I saw the finger bend
I felt the crunching bones
The searing ache is instant
The shocking relief grows
I cried to let you in
You came to kiss the wound
You should come and stay
And should not leave so soon
Come kiss the pain away
And make it all seem better
For it will make me happy
And all the much more wetter
I give you what you want
Please give me what I need
But life you leave untouched
Though blood you take with greed
Come with me now this time
Do not come on your own
It’s selfish you get more
You leave me all alone
You are the dirty rat
I am the scanty whore
You push me off again
I whine and beg for more
I can’t be satisfied
Until you take it all
Please come with me for once
I need to take the fall
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Come
I saw the finger bend
I felt the crunching bones
The searing ache is instant
The shocking relief grows
I cried to let you in
You came to kiss the wound
You should come and stay
And should not leave so soon
Come kiss the pain away
And make it all seem better
For it will make me happy
And all the much more wetter
I give you what you want
Please give me what I need
But life you leave untouched
Though blood you take with greed
Come with me now this time
Do not come on your own
It’s selfish you get more
You leave me all alone
You are the dirty rat
I am the scanty whore
You push me off again
I whine and beg for more
I can’t be satisfied
Until you take it all
Please come with me for once
I need to take the fall
10.3.05
Normally I do not do this.
Blogs are meaningless.
At least, to me they are meaningless.
So are away messages, I might add.
I am just curious as to why I got dragged into it.
I hold no ill will towards anyone.
There's too much hate in this world for me to add to it.
What is it that you have against me?
How do you know what I am like now?
I do not speculate as to who you are now.
No one should be judged on one's high school years.
I am not a coward.
I would comment on your site, but what difference would it make?
And besides, it is not like you would read this anyway.
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Blogs are meaningless.
At least, to me they are meaningless.
So are away messages, I might add.
I am just curious as to why I got dragged into it.
I hold no ill will towards anyone.
There's too much hate in this world for me to add to it.
What is it that you have against me?
How do you know what I am like now?
I do not speculate as to who you are now.
No one should be judged on one's high school years.
I am not a coward.
I would comment on your site, but what difference would it make?
And besides, it is not like you would read this anyway.
9.3.05
Lyrics Time!
Long ago
Just like the hearse you died to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on just like a match you start to incinerate
The lives of everyone you knew
And whats the worst to take, from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stake
Well I've been holding on tonight
Whats the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And whats the worst you take, from every heart you break
And like a blade you stake
Well I've been holding on tonight
Whats the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Do we deserve to leave the earth?
Do we learn
When both our cars collide?
Whats the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Helena, My Chemical Romance
Long ago
Just like the hearse you died to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on just like a match you start to incinerate
The lives of everyone you knew
And whats the worst to take, from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like a blade you stake
Well I've been holding on tonight
Whats the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And whats the worst you take, from every heart you break
And like a blade you stake
Well I've been holding on tonight
Whats the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Do we deserve to leave the earth?
Do we learn
When both our cars collide?
Whats the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Helena, My Chemical Romance
