21.5.05
Lyrics Time!!
Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
Gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
With your big mouth.
And I'm sick of my sickness
Don't touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
And you hate me.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
And everything, everything's my fault.
Went to the doctor, and I asked her,
To make this stop. (whoa)
Got medication, a new addiction,
Fuckin' thanks a lot. (whoa)
Had a relapse, I'm bad at rehabs,
It ruins everything. (whoa)
So point your finger, at the singer,
He's in the pharmacy.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
And everything's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take the fall,
And everything, and everthing's my fault.
And I'm a death threat, haven't slept yet,
Baby, wide awake at dawn.
Helmet bad boy, tell the tabloids,
Everything's my fault.
Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa whoa everthing's my fault,
Everthing's my fault.
I went to heaven, couldn't get it,
For what I had done.
I said forsake me, you said you're crazy
You were too much fun.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
Everything's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take the fall,
Everything, everthing's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't change me, (everything's my fault)
You can't save me,
You can't change me, (everything's my fault)
You can't save me,
You can't change me, (everthing's my fault)
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Everything's my fault.
Save Me, Unwritten Law
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Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
Gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
With your big mouth.
And I'm sick of my sickness
Don't touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
And you hate me.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
And everything, everything's my fault.
Went to the doctor, and I asked her,
To make this stop. (whoa)
Got medication, a new addiction,
Fuckin' thanks a lot. (whoa)
Had a relapse, I'm bad at rehabs,
It ruins everything. (whoa)
So point your finger, at the singer,
He's in the pharmacy.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
And everything's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take the fall,
And everything, and everthing's my fault.
And I'm a death threat, haven't slept yet,
Baby, wide awake at dawn.
Helmet bad boy, tell the tabloids,
Everything's my fault.
Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa whoa yeah, write it write it,
Whoa whoa everthing's my fault,
Everthing's my fault.
I went to heaven, couldn't get it,
For what I had done.
I said forsake me, you said you're crazy
You were too much fun.
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
Everything's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take the fall,
Everything, everthing's my fault.
You can't save me,
You can't change me, (everything's my fault)
You can't save me,
You can't change me, (everything's my fault)
You can't save me,
You can't change me, (everthing's my fault)
You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Everything's my fault.
Save Me, Unwritten Law
Books to Read!
She's Come Undone, Wally Lamb
I Know This Much Is True, Wally Lamb
LOTR, JRR Tolkien
Vurt, Jeff Noon
The Broker, John Grisham
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She's Come Undone, Wally Lamb
I Know This Much Is True, Wally Lamb
LOTR, JRR Tolkien
Vurt, Jeff Noon
The Broker, John Grisham
20.5.05
Bordom Strikes Again!
Name: Nikki
Birthday: 21.9.84
Birthplace: Soeul
Current Location: Roch, couch
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown and red
Height: 64
Right Handed or Left Handed: depends on what i'm doing
Your Heritage: korean
The Shoes You Wore Today: the ones i got on sale at hot topic
Your Weakness: none
Your Fears: none
Your Perfect Pizza: muncheez. or pizza hut's stuffed crust. or valentinos.
You Would Like To Achieve This Year: watching aeon flux
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hehe
Thoughts First Waking Up: i'm awake
Your Best Physical Feature: people say hair
Your Bedtime: whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: ...
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonalds or Burger King: McD
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: french vanilla cap
Do you Smoke: no
Sometimes Do you Swear: fuck yeah!
Do you Sing: yeah
Do you Shower Daily: nightly
Have you Been in Love: don't know
Do you want to go to College: sure
Do you want to get Married: don't know
Do you belive in yourself: sure
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: like a magnet
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms: lightingstorms, yes
Do you play an Instrument: yeah
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yeah
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah, but only to wait for a restaurant to open
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: they don't come in boxes. i haven't eaten an oreo for months
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yeah
In the past month have you been on Stage: only to move equipment
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yeah
Ever been called a Tease: don't think so
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: however i do
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: doc. coroner.
What country would you most like to Visit: antarctica
Favourite Eye Color: don't care
Favourite Hair Color: red
Short or Long Hair: depends
Height: whatever
Weight: whatever
Best Clothing Style: don't notice
Number of Drugs I have taken: what counts?
Number of CDs I own: some
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: 2 for now
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 0
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Name: Nikki
Birthday: 21.9.84
Birthplace: Soeul
Current Location: Roch, couch
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown and red
Height: 64
Right Handed or Left Handed: depends on what i'm doing
Your Heritage: korean
The Shoes You Wore Today: the ones i got on sale at hot topic
Your Weakness: none
Your Fears: none
Your Perfect Pizza: muncheez. or pizza hut's stuffed crust. or valentinos.
You Would Like To Achieve This Year: watching aeon flux
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: hehe
Thoughts First Waking Up: i'm awake
Your Best Physical Feature: people say hair
Your Bedtime: whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: ...
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonalds or Burger King: McD
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: french vanilla cap
Do you Smoke: no
Sometimes Do you Swear: fuck yeah!
Do you Sing: yeah
Do you Shower Daily: nightly
Have you Been in Love: don't know
Do you want to go to College: sure
Do you want to get Married: don't know
Do you belive in yourself: sure
Do you get Motion Sickness: no
Do you think you are Attractive: like a magnet
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms: lightingstorms, yes
Do you play an Instrument: yeah
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yeah
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah, but only to wait for a restaurant to open
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: they don't come in boxes. i haven't eaten an oreo for months
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yeah
In the past month have you been on Stage: only to move equipment
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: yeah
Ever been called a Tease: don't think so
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: however i do
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: doc. coroner.
What country would you most like to Visit: antarctica
Favourite Eye Color: don't care
Favourite Hair Color: red
Short or Long Hair: depends
Height: whatever
Weight: whatever
Best Clothing Style: don't notice
Number of Drugs I have taken: what counts?
Number of CDs I own: some
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: 2 for now
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 0
13.5.05
Poetry Corner!
Compassion
"Please don't kill
my young daughter
before my eyes..."
"Alright, let's do as he says...
Strip her
and drag her away..."
Sorry
The knife
ripped through the stomach
reached down to the penis.
The cord of the pyjama was cut.
The man with the knife
exclaimed
with surprise,
as if he was reading the kalma to ward off evil,
"Chi, chi, chi...I made a mistake."
--Saadat Hasan Manto
Original in Urdu.
Translated by Alok Bhalla
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Compassion
"Please don't kill
my young daughter
before my eyes..."
"Alright, let's do as he says...
Strip her
and drag her away..."
Sorry
The knife
ripped through the stomach
reached down to the penis.
The cord of the pyjama was cut.
The man with the knife
exclaimed
with surprise,
as if he was reading the kalma to ward off evil,
"Chi, chi, chi...I made a mistake."
--Saadat Hasan Manto
Original in Urdu.
Translated by Alok Bhalla
Qool Quotes
"Because sometimes when you break your heart, it's hard to let love back in again. It just keeps flowing out through the cracks."
"Of course Time heals all wounds. I mean, sooner or later you're dead, right? And you go back into the earth. And all the wounds you've ever had disintegrate back to what you started from."
"It's ok. It will be. Mostly."
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"Because sometimes when you break your heart, it's hard to let love back in again. It just keeps flowing out through the cracks."
"Of course Time heals all wounds. I mean, sooner or later you're dead, right? And you go back into the earth. And all the wounds you've ever had disintegrate back to what you started from."
"It's ok. It will be. Mostly."
8.5.05
Boredom Strikes Again!
1. What time is it: 2136
2. Name as it appears on birth certificate: don't know. either Hae Ri Jung or Nicole RiAnn Vinz
3. Nicknames: Nikki, Nik, Nik @ Nite, Ninn, Gert, Wiggles, etc.
4. Piercing: 1 in both ears
5. What is the most recent movie you've seen in the theater? Hitchhiker's Guide! Oh yeah!!!
6. Eye color: brown
7. Place of birth: Seoul, South Korea
8. Favorite foods: cheerios, dark chocolate, popcorn
9. Ever been to Africa? no
10. Ever been toilet papering? no
11. Love someone so much it made you cry? more than once? yes
12. Been in a car accident? yes
13. Croutons or bacon bits? neither
14. Favorite day of the week? saturday
15. Favorite restaurants? Bona's, pretty much any chinese place
16. Favorite flower? none
17. Favorite sport to watch? hockey
19. Favorite ice cream? any
20. Disney or Warner Brothers? Warner
21. Favorite fast food restaurants: Subway
22. What color is your bedroom carpet: at home? creme. or...something. i dunno.
23. How many times did you fail your driver's test? 0
24. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? mom
25. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? B&N
26. What do you do most often when you are bored? read, comp, X-Files, movies
27. Bedtime: late.
28. Who will respond to this e-mail the quickest? n/a
29. Who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond? n/a
30. Who are you most curious about their responses to this questionnaire? n/a
31. Favorite TV shows? X-Files, The Daily Show, South Park, SVU, Futurama, Family Guy, ... Degrassi
32. Last person you went to dinner with? Shams and Chan. We had...Korean food, I think.
33. Ford or Chevy: Ford
34. What are you listening to right now? X-Files. NIHT II, 9X2.
35. What is your favorite color: black
36. Lake, Ocean or River: any. as long as i can fish and swim in it.
37. How many tattoos do you have? 2
38. Time you finished this e-mail: 2149
39. How many people are you sending this email to? n/a
40. If you could talk with anyone who has ever lived - past, present, or future - who would it be? how the fuck would i talk to someone in the future if they haven't lived yet?
41. Who do you know that truly loves and lives life to the fullest? um...?
that's it? blargle.
1. What time is it: 2136
2. Name as it appears on birth certificate: don't know. either Hae Ri Jung or Nicole RiAnn Vinz
3. Nicknames: Nikki, Nik, Nik @ Nite, Ninn, Gert, Wiggles, etc.
4. Piercing: 1 in both ears
5. What is the most recent movie you've seen in the theater? Hitchhiker's Guide! Oh yeah!!!
6. Eye color: brown
7. Place of birth: Seoul, South Korea
8. Favorite foods: cheerios, dark chocolate, popcorn
9. Ever been to Africa? no
10. Ever been toilet papering? no
11. Love someone so much it made you cry? more than once? yes
12. Been in a car accident? yes
13. Croutons or bacon bits? neither
14. Favorite day of the week? saturday
15. Favorite restaurants? Bona's, pretty much any chinese place
16. Favorite flower? none
17. Favorite sport to watch? hockey
19. Favorite ice cream? any
20. Disney or Warner Brothers? Warner
21. Favorite fast food restaurants: Subway
22. What color is your bedroom carpet: at home? creme. or...something. i dunno.
23. How many times did you fail your driver's test? 0
24. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? mom
25. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? B&N
26. What do you do most often when you are bored? read, comp, X-Files, movies
27. Bedtime: late.
28. Who will respond to this e-mail the quickest? n/a
29. Who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond? n/a
30. Who are you most curious about their responses to this questionnaire? n/a
31. Favorite TV shows? X-Files, The Daily Show, South Park, SVU, Futurama, Family Guy, ... Degrassi
32. Last person you went to dinner with? Shams and Chan. We had...Korean food, I think.
33. Ford or Chevy: Ford
34. What are you listening to right now? X-Files. NIHT II, 9X2.
35. What is your favorite color: black
36. Lake, Ocean or River: any. as long as i can fish and swim in it.
37. How many tattoos do you have? 2
38. Time you finished this e-mail: 2149
39. How many people are you sending this email to? n/a
40. If you could talk with anyone who has ever lived - past, present, or future - who would it be? how the fuck would i talk to someone in the future if they haven't lived yet?
41. Who do you know that truly loves and lives life to the fullest? um...?
that's it? blargle.
